#50 !

On the occasion of Rangpanchmi 2021, I completed my half century of RAANJHANAA ! 🙂

Raanjhanaa ❤️

Here’s the story of beautiful and sad love story from “Heart to Head”, “Love and Hate” !

Dhanush ! the extraordinary personality who just came up through his hard work and passion towards acting❤️ just won millions & millions of hearts !

I’m his biggest…oh sorry can’t say biggest but one of the biggest…wait wait I’ll correct.. I’m just addicted to his movies. I guarantee there’s no movie of Dhanush left that I haven’t watched (till date). Whether it’s in hindi dubbed or in their original language I just don’t leave any of his movie ! Though I don’t understand anything about their language but still I watch just for him❤️.

Coming to this movie..

Raanjhanaa..! An excellent content movie by Anand Rai…!

A small town man, deeply loves a girl since childhood, but finds his love unreciprocated. Later, in the heat of a moment, his action leads to a terrible event, which he tries to atone for, and eventually finds peace and forgiveness…

Us roz, us saal, us kshn aisa laga ki,
Banaras ki saari bhang hamare maathe main,
Aur bholenath ka saara zehar humari aankon mai utar aayà ho.

200 saal phele banaras laaye the humare par dada ko tamil nadu sey panditai karne, par laga banaras ne aaj apnaya hain….!
I felt that deeply ! 💔

As the music director was AR Rahman, no doubt on music…!

And the End…

” Par Saala Ab Uthe Kaun, Kaun Phir Se Mehnat Kare Dil Lagane Ko, Dil Tudwane Ko, Abe Koi Toh Aawaj De Ke Rok Lo……Ye Jo Ladki Murda Si Aanke Liye Baithi Hai Bagal Me…..Aaj Bhi Haan Bol De Toh Mahadev Ki Kasam Waapas Aa Jayein……Par Nahi Ab Saala Mood Nahi, Aankhe Moond Lene Me Hi Sukh Hain,So Jaane Me Hi Bhalayi Hain.”

” Par Uthenge Kisi Din Ussi Ganga Kinare Damru Bajane Ko….Unhi Banaras Ke Galiyo Me Daud Jaaneko,Kisi Zoya Ke Ishq Me Phir Se Padh Jaane Ko…….! “

💕

And one thing happened, after this movie till now whenever I see Sonam Kapoor’s and her face… I simply hate both❤️ !

Life Lessons

Communicate…
Even when it’s uncomfortable or uneasy. One of the best ways to heal, is simply getting everything out…!

Don’t leave anyone without helping if he/she asks for a help.

Those blessings will take you a long way…. 🙂

Be nice to everyone. We are not knowing what kind of problems they’re going through.

And always keep in mind…karma is a bitch…!💯

~Tulips~

“A lot of disagreements are born from misunderstandings. Communication is  key…which we lost.”🙂

To my favourite person!

I miss you a lot, be safe everyday…

Don’t know about you that..you ever felt or not. I never confessed but I Loved you like anything…❣ Hate uh ! Always be happy and keep smiling…. 🙂 (You were, are and will be) My bestest…! Chomyaaaa Gubbya Dholyaaa Gendee and…. that fav name I’m restricted to take…..! Ani ha mazya flower plant la paani ghalat ja time to time….🙃

Hope you read this somehow someday…..!

Remember this screenshot ?…
When someone you love becomes a memory, that memory becomes a treasure……!❤

And ha…..still dying to see the picture of sunset view from your Terrace !   🙂

It’s not like I don’t care about you or I don’t like you anymore…I just pretend to behave like I don’t care whenever I cross or see you…just like you do. Automatically my eyes fill with tears as if you are holding the remote..! And inside how it feels…I guess you too know it very well….   🙂

And still everyday I check my inbox. Still I type your number everyday and text something with 🌸.. but backspace reminds me about someone’s requested not to text again( The person who’s curse also feels like a blessing for me). Still I’m hoping for everything to be normal as it was. Still I want you to ignore my texts when you are angry. I eat moong daal khichdi may be twice in a week but I still miss that taste when you taught me even when your dad was in front of you lol and I made it for first time( karpun geli hoti ardhi te sangitla nahi tula 😉 ). Still I hope that u’ll  come back in my life one day. Still I love you. Still I hate you. And still I miss you a lot….!🥺

I’m still stucked in past. Just waiting…..knowing it is eventually next to impossible. But I have seen miracles just happen. Silent prayers get answered. Broken hearts become brand new. That’s what faith can do. So do I… As you said it to me last time, forget everything and try to move on. But the more I’m trying to forget, the more old memories are hurting me. There’s not a single day I didn’t think of you since you left from my life. Anyways, I’m crying my best & also trying my best…but……Ok I’m done. Thank you and always be you. And I aslo know as Lord Shri Krishna said “This time also pass away”(Ani ha…Visarnar nahis na mla makda..?🐒)

Na zakham bhare..

Na sharaab sahara hui…

Na abhi tk voh vapas lauti…..

Na mohabbat dobara hui…….!

Love lies🐾♥️

बहुत मिलेंगे तुझे वफ़ा के नाम पर लूटने वाले…
कोई तेरे लिए अपनी आँखे नम करे..
तो उसे मेरा सलाम कहना.!

( The person has expressed his feelings towards his best friend and also he was a One sided lover (who’s still unknown to his friends as he never told about her to his friends) which he never confessed and they became strangers due some reasons and misunderstandings. And those feelings which he had for her left unexpressed with it. It’s been a year they are not in contact with each other. 27 March 2020 was day they last interacted with each other as friends. Maybe or most probably she must have moved on. Or just deleted him from life. But he’s still stucked in past with all the memories to cheerish on…And living with a hope that she’ll come back in his life one day ! )

His Life took U turn from an Extremely Extrovert to a Extremely Introvert person!

^_^ Was just a sad story heard from someone very close to me . It’s pretty interesting I guess . Further story will be added in coming few years..!

Thank you ! Stay safe , stay home everyone !

A message to “SELF”

“I’m not everything I want to be, but I’m more than I was, and I’m still learning.

I’m happy. Just sitting here. Knowing I have a few friends. Knowing I have a dream to work on.

Knowing I have somewhere to go if it starts raining. A pillow to rest my head on. Someone to call when I get lonely. Nature to walk in, pure air, early mornings, seasons and weather. This is enough. This is more than enough.

and most of all, I am enough.

Everything changed when I forgave myself.”

“THE SOCIAL MEDIA”

Oh…30 likes just in one minute ! Wait wait wait 4 more added. My Instagram post is just floating over everyone…😌

HEY ! How’s everyone? Oh sorry… Wassup guys..💁‍♂️ I forgot the new way to start conversation.

Myself Umajirao Ingale. Oh don’t look at me like this..! Ok my snapchat id is umaji_1011 and insta id is umaji_5607. Yeah wait wait also I’m sorry but I don’t have snapchat , Instagram account thou😬.

Then you must be questioning why this guy was giving all this snap and insta IDs? It’s just a new style of our generation to introduce ourselves. Whenever we make any new friend or talk with anyone,we just ask these things…Hey u there on Instagram? Give me your WhatsApp no. Add me on snapchat.

The students like me who are through the period of graduation, just think yourself…what is your own identity if your parents remove their hands from you?

I always liked..wait I’d say that I wasted my four years of engineering on social media and my friends know very well . But when I think about it now..I say to myself..U were so freaking..!

Now people reading this just do one thing. Close your eyes and just ask yourself these things. Who am I right now? What is my own identity? Where do I stand in this race of life ?Am I doing worth for the parents working for me day and night and who love me from moon and back ?

Nowadays social media is ruining our physical lives. It hammers to our brain and mind also. We should understand that happiness is not in smiling in selfies and posting it on social media, happiness is something which is in smiling in real life and staying happy all time with your family and friends.

“Happiness is not in alcohol or laughing on adult memes and sharing it to all..happiness is in laughing with all in the hall”

Look, I’ll explain with an example. If a person is using eg: Instagram. That person sees to all friends posts stories .Unknowingly that person starts comparing him/herself with life of people in that posts. And such normal thoughts and questions comes in mind…Ohh her dress is so good. How come she is with him? Aww he’s so sick ! and much more thoughts. Indirectly you are comparing the other person’s lifestyle with yours and spoiling your own life rather than enjoying in what we have and what we can without thinking much about others.

It’s totally the imaginary world where we are wasting our precious and important life.

According to the cyber research, there are 50 to 60% of so called friends on social media about whom we don’t know anything. So much of crimes are happening due to such misbehavior of youth.

One of all…Just don’t waste your time much on such platforms if it’s not profiting you in sense of future.

Here was just a negetive side of social media I shared with You all. It has positive side also if you are using it with all security and managing time.

Coming back to your dreams, don’t just dream about it..Chase it..grind….grind….grind. Think about your MOM & DAD who are living just for your secure future. If your dreams are such like no one is supporting…Its ok to go opposite to the flow if you have that will power ! It will be difficult but imagine your DREAM coming true. Once you dreamt…don’t stop till it becomes your reality. It’s ok if you fail after trying.”Ever Tried. Ever Failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better….!”

“Wear your failure as a badge of honor”

No one on this earth is extraordinary. Anyone can do anything.

It’s a time of lockdown. A little spark by my side to you all.

Here’s a MARATHI poem by Suresh Bhatt which is best for anyone to get motivated…!

“आयुष्य छान आहे

थोडे लहान आहे !

रडतोस काय वेड्या.?

लढण्यात शान आहे.!

अश्रूच यार माझा

मदिरेसमान आहे !

काट्यातही फुलांची

झुलती कमान आहे !

उचलून घे हवे ते

दुनिया दुकान आहे !

जगणे निरर्थ म्हणतो

तो बेइमान आहे.

“सुखासाठी कधी हसावं लागंत ,तर कधी रडावं

लागतं,कारण सुंदर धबधबा बनायला पाण्यालाही उंचावरुन

पडावं लागतं… “

Thank you !🙂