Aab tumhe pareshan nahi karunga…..

Ek waqt me 2 khyal chlte hain ek tumse baat krne ka

Aur dusra tumhe preshan na krne ka…

Kyunki meri wajah se tumhe kesy bhi koi bhi preshani ho mujhe ye jara bhi manzoor nahin hoga

Tum keh dena mujhe ek dfa

Mein apni tarf se tumhe koi preshani nahin ane dunga
Isiliye tumhara jb bhi msg ata hai…bs khush ho jata hu ki ab bhi meri… thodisi hi sahi…yaad toh ati hai tumhe..😅. Sath mein drr bhi jata hu ki kuch bol diya galat toh… Aab jo ye 1-2 paragraph se 1-2 words mein badle hue msg bhi na bnd ho jae.

Jb bhi tumhara msg dekhta hu.. Mann me itna gussa ata hai, itne sawal aate hai…jo tumhe puchne thee tb.. aakhir kya aesaa kiya meine jo mujhe chod kr chali gyi? Haa ho sakta h mein acha nahi dikha…. Kya galti ki meine jo itna rula rahi hai zindgi mujhe..? Yehi ki I fell in love with my best friend ? Jana hi tha toh aayi hi kyu meri life mein? 2 saal se tumhe bhulane ka try kr raha hu..lekin usse jydaa tumhari yaad hi aati h. Kya kru ?

Ya ye galti ki dekhte hi tumse pyaar hogya tha mujhe? Ya galti yeh ki sahi time pr batana chaiye tha? Are nhi bata paya… Drr jata tha ki itni achhi friend khoo na duu….jb pta chala tb smj leti mujhe bhi thoda. Jydaa nahi bs kaan pakad kr bol hi deti kuch. Aur tumne kya kiya…? Kisi aur ke kehne pr bs chod gyi mujhe… 🙃 Yeh itne saalo ka rishta yu hi jaane diya…

Tumhe bol bhi nhi sktaa kisiko kuch btaa bhi nhi sakta. Bharosa hi uth gaya hai sabse aab. Kisise baat krne ka mann nhi krta. Saare sawal andr hi db jaate hai….

Khair aab kyahi farak pdta h…yeh sb sawal puchne se mere rotee rotee gujre hue itne saal toh nhi waps aayenge….. Isliye mein bs chup rehna hi behtar samjta hu….

Khair ab mrzi tumhari hai hum kuch kar thodi na sakte hain

Tumhari adatein,

Hum apni trf se inhey badal thodi na sakte hain. Lekin aab bhi roj inbox check krta hu.. roj dekhta hu tumhara msg ayega…aur jb bhi msg ata hai … Ek ummid si jaagti hai dil mein ki aab kuch toh miracle ho jae aur sb thik ho jae.

Lekin just like everyday tum us ummido pr paani fer jaati ho 🙂 fir bhi mein intezaar karunga… Krta rahunga…kb tk ptaa nahi ….

Islie ab koi jydaa message ayenge nahin ……Mtlb ye nahi ki ab intezaar hoga nahi…

#Iwritewhatyoufeel…. Umaji Ingale 🌸

Baat toh meine pehle ki tarah hi ki thi….

Baat toh meine pehle ki tarah hi ki thi lekin tumne pehle ki tarah reply nhi kya.

Likhta hu poems, Stories tumpr bohot saari lekin kya kabhi tumne ek bhi story read krne ke liye jruri smjaa?

Kabhi meri tarah purani chats, pictures, screenshots khol kr raat bhar royi ho ?Roz inbox khol kr dekhti ho ki aaj toh uska msg aayega? Purani baatein khud se kari hoo? Nahi na 🙂

And yaa I don’t miss you. I am missing that girl who was with me at my every hard and good times as a pillar. I miss that person whom I was knowing very before… That person was only mine💔That person with whom I used to talk for hours and hours. That person who used to scold me or used to get angry on me for my misbehaving. But that was for short time. But you just left me. We’d have sorted out everything. Lekin tumne jaruri nahi samja.

That person who actually explained me the meaning of life and being happy every now and then.

But now that same person explained me what’s depression and being Introvert is. And thanks because I learnt how to deal with it. That same person passes by me just like her eyes can’t see me. Just like we never met eachother before. When I pass besides her she acts like no one is near her.

Haan… thaa mein over possesive tumhare liye. Koi dusra ladka tumse baat kre toh jealous feel hota tha mujhe. But mujhe jara bhi ptaa nahi tha ki kya tum mere liye same feel karti thi? Maybe or I’m sure the answer is no.. 🙂

Isme tumharii koi galati nahi thi. So don’t feel sorry for yourself. Saari galati meri thi. Galati yeh thi ki I fell for you. Aur usse bhi bdi galati ki I fell for my Best Friend. And that was unknowingly one sided. 🙂

Sb kehte hai aese…aur I think tumne bhi kaha tha… Move on. Kitna easy hota hai kehna yeh do words….Pr mein tumse move on karna hi nahi chahta toh? Aab toh yeh ghum bhi mujhe achee lagte hai. Tabhi toh itnaa likh leta hu tumpr….Bs khud ko mehsus karwata hu ki meine pyaar ek tarfaa hi sahi pr puri jaan lagakr kiya…

Isilye mei khud pr hi blame karta hu. Na kabhi tumhe blame kiya ya kbhi karunga. After all tumhari khushi mere liye sb kuch thi , hai aur rahegi ….

Baat toh meine pehle ki tarah hi ki thi,lekin tumne pehle ki tarah reply nahi kiya…………..

#IWritewhatyoufeel

A Lesson from “PAST”

You know what ? yes, I’ve changed. I’m not as nice as I used to be, because I don’t want to get used or walked over. I don’t trust everyone and tell them my secrets, because behind every fake smile there’s a backstabber. I distance myself from people because in the end, they’re only going to leave. I have changed because I realized that I’m the only person I can depend on…..

Thanks Life for making me realise 🥀